success seems to be something so hard to reach. it could be the smallest thing you can do. but what happens if you discover that you even can’t be successful in any tiniest single thing ever ? let me tell you what happens then … then you can call your self a looser, yes a looser, because you have it all in your hands, you have the choice whether to act or stay aside watch it all precede you, you have the choice whether to live in fantasy or to leave it to the fate to draw your path and you live your reality, your life, enjoy its adventures.
well, my writing might appear harsh to you, but there’s something inside of me so … it’s not pain but it isn’t joyful also, i really can’t describe it, make my hart beats faster, make my guts feel fanny. i really want to cry but my tears won’t go with me.
you see it’s been two years since I’ve visited tumblr, and in those two years so many things have changed, my perspective to life has changed, i discovered so many painful realities. i was this little girl that thought that any thing can come easily, i was always dreaming of how my future could become like and forget to live my life ……. you know what, lets get to the end already, in conclusion, i’ve discovered now that haven’t made strong relationship with family and friends, i am a complete disaster educationally since i thought i was “
intelligent”, i’m absolutely not able to make new friendships, i’m a person that can’t learn from his mistakes and my biggest failure is that i can’t see any good in my self.
sorry for this depressing article, but this is my life.